i recently lost my aunt. the most funny thing is she spoke to me in the morning and within ten minutes i got the news shez no more! She died because of heart attack.
well its so strange when a person dies, you jsut cant in any way get that person back to life, you cant speak to that person any more! that person will never breathe again! the person whom you spoke to, had a laughed with, lived with, heard that persons'voice spent time with would never come back again. I had somewhat a faint memory of time spent with my aunt. She used to make such gr8 fish. Hers was a summer home , where i would go to spend my vacation in the old city of Nawabs - Lucknow. since i was the youngest in the family she used to love me more than her own son.
I still cant believe it that all thats left of her are some snaps of my childhood. School Vacation. At times i feel bad too as i never tried too often to be in touch with her. how does one take a thing like- the person who was there talkin to you some time back is no more! you will never hear the persons' vocie anymore. there is no way you can get that person back. then you wish you had told that person how much you used to respect and love that person. I my case i think iam too late for it.
Now i cannot ever tell her that i loved a lot. Why is that we individuals or for that matter feel bad and start remembering the person who they have lost for ever.
Life aint fair!